*24* My heart rawks but sinks when I see them...

Are lifes always meant to be like this?? I know there are up's and down's in lifes but this MUCH?? Haha.. You have really been testing me God ( Allah ).. But why me? Am I as strong as you think? Yeah ryte! People only know how to gang up.. Sigh.. Well, nobody is strong nor clever! Nor is anybody stupid... Everybody are equal.. Except if you think you are special and better, ( showing off ) then you are the stupid one!

Why attract? Seek sympathy?? Then only you can get friends ah?? I know your tactics larh.. Well, it is like that.. What goes around comes back to you.. ( KARMA! ) Sigh.. Its no point in worrying anymore, when its OVER!! Haha.. I don wanna waste any piece of my saliva nor my wadeva for them.. But they live in my heart no matter wad!(ermm.. I dun noe why?) Can it be changed??

I think I could stop speaking and imaging things bad! Think good, and my heart will be full of joy again! Yeah! I am not avoiding anybody.. Why must I?? Im no COWARD!! Now I have a feeling I have to seriously avoid someone.. And only someone, who is seriously getting on my nerves sooner each day.. Thinking that I am a purrfect human.. I dun wanna name that person.. Nevermine forget it.. Im going back to do my homework now! ADIOUS!

HAd bear HUG today too! Thanks gurl!!(joKerBabe!)We ROCK! xoxo

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!!

*23* DISCRIMINATIONS!! Haha..

School today was normal.. Had d&t haha.. Start ready! Then got homework somemore! Sigh.. Well, stayed back with Qiqi! Yeah gurl... Discriminating each other always! Besties kan!

Haha.. It was superduper fun eh.. Hehe.. Im full of joy lah, when spending time wif you! Sorry I had to leave early... Apology accepted? And sorry, larh... Message you when you bdmd! My bet! I oso first like what was bdmd?? Then I figure out ready! I read your blog.. Yah, I get it.. Tell me whole thing tomorrow yeahs?

Haha.. Was with finah, dewi, Ima, Acha... So damn funny lah.. I wont forget what they were doing haha.. And also cheer up eh, Qiqi!! Come on gurl, dont make me start Insulting you..

Actually u did disctiminate me alot, but nah.. I dont take it to heart!! Haha.. Cheers!

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!!

*22* Am i wrong? Am i right?

Today as pernormal had school.. CED lesson was about RESPECT.. haha..
After school had YOG briefing! Then, stayed back wif qiqi! Hurray! We were as usual insulting each other! Dun take it to heart gurl! U are fun gurl!

I really dunnoe why people just make fights?? Nonsense, it makes u stronger.. well,it does actually.. I dun mind speaking but, another problem would imerge then, obviously they would be,"who are u?"... If u got me wrong its non of my business.. Its because u didnt know me well, and u have the cheek to find faults at me?? come on, this is a never ending fight.. But ur life has to end one day! The day can be tomorrow too,or even now! U dont know it.. At least appreciate whoever are around you, so that
you wont regret... Well, its no point in me saying anything.. Its ur wish.. Well, i wanna speak, but im locked now.. Its like being locked and having lost the key!

I know all of u are the best to understand! or maybe not? I dun know.. I dun wanna judge wrongly nor critisise! Everyone appears unique to me.. And I love it... And for whoever speaking behind my back, or thinking u know me truly and picking on me.. I think u are wrong! Why grouping in a gang, then fighting one person.. U a COWARD?? If u alone, fight with one person only.. Haha.. And obviuosly stop thinking you are smart and stop praising yourself and of course always stop saying bout anuone's parents! That's enuf! I cant write anymore.. Enuf of seriousness!

Im just gonna let go! U think im hiding, u got it wrong again... Im in the open! And i didnt do any mistake, so dun expect SUprises! Toodles... But I still know how to luv ya, becoz there's always a place for they in my Heart!

thats all.. byez!

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!




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*21* Tight up with Homework!

Woke up around 10am and quickly bath and was on the sofa at 11.30am.. Late breakfast! Then, watched Telly! Head to my room around 12.30 (i think), contiued my homework and im now left with geo! and am going to finish my tamil letter writting.. Haiz! Who in the world invented homework??

Arghh.. I am confident that I will finish all my homework in time... Haha.. Well, I received message replies of a few questions from some people... And this few are like WOW the B.E.S.T!! They are the trusted people, they are my Besties! Obvious rites.. YEAh, al those crazy stuff.. These people know how to joke around, take them lightly, know how to keep secrets, not betray their friends and more lah.. But I always remember nobody is PuRRfect!! And I am happy with what friends I have.. I love you all!!





Was messaging my besties! Yeah.. Well, gotta get back to homeworks.. Hmm.. Yeah, the theme for the party is changed! Its RETRO now.. Well, Kinda cool.. Just that after I get a nice appealing top,then I knew it was RETRO! Nah.. Its okay.. MIX N MATCH!!

Sigh.. There are many absolutely many ups and downs in LIfe..

Wish for the best!! AWESOME.. I got a new adidas top and ripcurl watch, It was from AUSTRALIA.. And I need to get a new jacket maybe, with a zip and a hood??!! I dunnoe..

Cool Rites.. My own adidas top! WOW.. So freaking Excited to wear it.. Tried It on.. I feel so damn AWESOME!! Haha.. Can match my branded stuff!! Whoa.. Another branded clothing.. Yeah, my collection GROWS!! Never Ending.. I need to buy Kappa School Shoe Soon at OG...

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!

I wish I have a happy ending.. I

*20* Reminders!!

YOG at 1.30 today.. Its until 6pm..
YOG tmr, 7.30 - 12pm..
YOG on friday, 7.30 - 12pm!

Scouts, on 25th june, 9am!!

Well, hope ppl going for YOG have to miss Scouts??
Or must we miss YOG??

OH NO!!!

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!!

*19* Hospital Trip.. Holiday Trip??

I went to NUH yesterday.. Well,my cousins grandpa was there, who is also so called my grandpa! My family went to see him.. He in ICU!! OMA!! He was having infection, because of the germs around him.. The flu,cough and fever! He is kinda old anyway! Hmm.. He wasnt able to move, but since yesterday morning, he can start moving already! When i went into the room, he moved his hands and legs, opened his eyes twice! And moreover he moved his head too, just that he is belt to the bed! So sad! Sobs Sobs!

Fazzy just returned from Langkawi! She came straight to the hospital with her family, to see him.. We two were toking about Arabian Night and sumthing else right gurl??!!

Well, I wish him good luck and smiles!





Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!!
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*18* Fractured!!

OMgeee!! My aunt has fractured her arm! She was going back home after work as usual! She was speaking on the phone with my second aunty, after she said bye, She did not see the stairs and fell?! The funniest part is that,she does not know how she fell..

She went to the doctor's,she got 8 days MC!! power!! A big bandage!! I tot can sign, u know the cast thing.. Its called Signature Bandage! haha! But end up, this was the soft one.. All never get to sign.. But I wanna wish her through here! Because its my feelings!!



I wish you a Speedy Recover!! No worries, your hand will back to normal..
Get Well Soon!! See ya!

Signning Off,Qinqin Queens!

*17* Movie Marathon!

Woke up at 9am.. Haha! This holiday is making me watch movies at home,outside by paying or FOC!! Ppl who dont know what's FOC its Free Of Charge!! Heh! I watched, Shrek 3 in 3d, Toy Story 3 in 3d, A lot of tamil movies and malay ones! The ghost films especially!

Wohoo! Damn nicee! :D But then, dont get 24 hours for just movies lah! Sigh.. Its okay.. As long as I get breaks can ready! Haha!

This is a super short post!

Signning Off,Qinqin Queens!!

*16* Daylight to No light Study!

I am totally exhausted.. Who isnt?? Sigh.. I have been studying continuously since morning 11am.. I woke up at 10 and ate breakfast.. Then, placed a aim to have most of my homework done by today..

By my hardwork, I had completed my MT paper 2, my English Compo, History SBQ, Math and Science halfway.. These maybe few to you.. But in a day, to me this is ALOT.. A pat on my back.. Encouragement and hardwork can make me do more.. Its like going to be 10pm..

Non-stop 11 hour study is nautical nonsense, so i may have had breaks for 5 to 10 minutes in between for three times at least.. Sigh.. Tomorrow I am going Tiong Bahru with my primary school friends.. My mother agreed! haha.. She does most of the times.. Im going to watch a movie with them.. Before that, I need to go to the Library!

Pay my fine and return the books.. Credits goes to HuiWen, Thanks gurl, for letting me borrow books from your card.. No worries, there isnt any fines for you! haha

I wanna watch vasantham central at 10.30pm.. The last episode of the comedy drama.. Galata Kalyaanam! Haha.. Its so nice.. One hour episode today.. Wohoo!!

Well, nothing much to say! That's all I have got today! Bye!
Good Night People!! Sleep Well..

Signning Off,Qinqin!





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*15* Father's Day!!

This is a day meant for you and the rest of the dad's in the world!

Dad, you have been a GEM in my life.. A small gem which has done plenty of things for me.. This gem may no know about me alot.. But at least it will know how much I treasure it.. I may have been stubborn or disrespectful at certain times.. But I dont mean my words.. They are just to comfort myself.. When I ever said them, my heart would hurt alot.. But you wont know that.. I may look strong after I said them, but I will think that Im selfish in doing that..

I take this as a opportunity to thank and seek forgiveness from you.. This day may come only once a year.. But to me everyday with you is a Father's Day.. I love you so much DADDY!!

Butterflies dont know what colour they are, Only humans can see them.. Likewise You dont know how nice you are only I know how special you are to me..

THANKS DADDY for everything..

Sorry DADDY for my wrong deeds!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! HAVE FUN!!

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Signning off,Qinqin!

Cherish your loved ones now.. And dont cry for them once their gone!!

*14* How special U are?!





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You are very special to me.. Yeah! Im sorry if I ever made ur heartbroken or be mad at you or made you mad! Just think it makes us both strong okae??

Well, just remember that u are forever MY BEST COUSIN!! and also no one can replace that!! Well, be happy!! I have got no more to say.. I know u can understand alot from this short post!! I HEART YOU!!

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BYES!!

Signning of,Qinqin!

*13* Cousin Chaos!!

I am at my cousins place! Using her computer and blogging! Well, was messaging Izah, joKerBabe and KikiLala!! Then, I came here by MRT.. This place at CCK.. lols.. Reached here around 5 something.. Then my cousin was sweeping the house.. My aunt and cousin brother,sister, and uncle havent come.. We so called gather here every saturday and sunday..

Then my aunt actually asked my cousin sis to go down to the shop to buy three things! I said i would follow.. She continued saying she was tired and did not change her mind on going.. I was annoyed.. Really annoyed! I mean, who is not TIRED?? Then, I just ignored her.. After all those begs, she was so stubborn still!!

Sigh.. nevermind.. Who is not stubborn?? I am at times.. The shop is so damn near.. Sigh.. I got no more to say! Well, she asked my handphone to send some things because she got a new phone! I did not give it her at first and she went you still angry with me? Obviously not, i maybe quiet but I know how to Forgive and Forget! I gave her my handphone.. This post is something for you to learn.. I pleaded you, but you did not come.. You did not plead me,and yet i gave it to you without a second thought.. Well, that the relationship I want.. Not to control you, but to just like at least to listen to me at times..

After you read this post do not come and talk to me about this.. The problem ends here.. And you are my best cousin.. Im sure i wasnt angry with you.. Well,if i dont get angry with you? then who will i get angry with.. Hope you understand! ILYSM..


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Have fun!! *hugs*

Signning off,Qinqin!

Relationships should never sink.. Its the only ship which is steady..
Cousin you rock.. NO worries.. And ILYSM!!
And always know this, Im not angry with you in any case!!

*12* Problems?!? Whishes?!?

joKerBabes!! 03062010.. this date will be remembered forever..

Hey babe! Im soo missing you.. Well, especially the HUGS!! Arghh.. My holidays are bored.. I get to do same old things again and again and agian... SiGh..

Well, i wanna be a true friend.. Yah.. Just dont worry.. Nothing bad will happen.. Whatever decision you take, i will support it no matter what.. And of all have trust in urself and think positively.. Okays!! Well, lets just hope for the best.. Its your world gurl, like i said take a wise decision and make it a good move..

Cheer Up!! All will be good!! How do you feel??

Hahah.. Like i said, i wanna be a true friend and no matter what is the case i will not forget this 03062010 date!!! This date is very precious to me.. and i will cherish and treasure it..

Okay..enough of seriousness!! haha. . Well, i hope we meet soon.. Dont ponder too much and confuse yourself!! you have that ability and i know it!! well, have to go now..

Byes!! *hugs* Cheer up!!


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Signning off,Qinqin!

True Friends never forget each other.

They support you all the time!

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*11* Born to Dream?!




Everyone dreamS!! They dream to be a rockstar? superstar? dancer? teacher? and many other dream!!

I dream too, but my dream is a secret and it cannot be revealed.. hahas.. Its my dream so its only known to me.. Keeping a secret maybe hard but not really.. haha.. and im kinda good at it, so dont try to make me speak up my dream..

My dreams can be unique and not of the extreme future.. I love dreaming?! Do I?
Well, if u cant dream u are just a boring junk.. When u dream, there is imagination!
" POOF " Magic?! Spells?! Wizards?! Dragons?! Princess?!

See there can be many more.. Dream is life,its a Poweropac Imagination! Dont miss dreaming everyday.. Enjoy.. Toodles!!

For scout members, there is School on 25th june at 9am!!

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I wanna be a ?! not telling it...

Imagine you to be a ?? continue Imagining!!

But note, Please do not day dream during lessons..

*10* Friendship?

I am not perfect and nobody is.. Thats a TRUE fact!

I know I may have millions of faults, but instead of discriminating and pin-pointing those faults, why not try appreciating and applauding with what you have.. It may seem easy to many, but only few know Its hard.. Why find fault,when you are a fault?? Isnt it STUPID?!?!

Well, in my thoughts, I find friendship can overcome challenges like this by UNDERSTANDING each and everyone! Who cares if it takes a Billion years???
You understand one friend and make them your best friend but when there is a time where you need help and that friend is no longer there.. What will you do??

You need friends surrounding you! Friends who rush to help you despite the situation and friends who do anything for you without asking a question..

Friends who are like what i said are hard to get and obviously not all friends can be totally the same as i said, they may lack in few things.. So cherish them, dont misuse them and of all dont Forget them at any case!!!

Thats all folks!

Signning off,Qinqin!

Treasure Friendship..!!

*9* Fair and Square!

Woke up at 7.30am.. sigh .. couldnt sleep.. Ate breakfast, blogging now.. hahas..
Planned to do homework.. And was suppose to go for the burfday party, but another person called me for a movie.. Where should i go?? So i decided to stay at home and study and save my friday which is today..

Sacrifices.. and Being totally Fair so that either each side would be angry or sad!
So far the BEST solution!

So much of homework.. Sigh ...

hmm.. had yog yesterday! Was hugging soo many dudets!! hehe.. I miss all of u.. haha..
The rehearsal boring.. walk in and out.. had break, was chatting wif mother of elephant, joKerBabe, Kikilala, Yana, Raeesa, WHY, SK2, and more other people lah.. then, head back to school,more huggings then back to home.. went for tution then went CK.. then had dinner and watch tv all the way while msging many people..

Signning off,Qinqin!

Sacrifices have to be made in any point of time!

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*8* Short Day!

Well, im back using the computer..

BORED... IM ROTTING!!



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I so need to exercise.. Later going down for a jog i guess..
And then, eating fried food.. Haha ... Well, im giving a short post..
Got nothing much to write.. Well, i unblocked everyone.. Sigh ..
Im not scared, its just that frustrated, angry, and sad and of course many more..
If im like this i wonder how u all would be..

Forgive and Forget is WHAT i grew up with.. And i have done my part, but not totally..

NO WORRIES..

I wish everything will be back to normal as soon as possible.. Please..
Sobs..

Signning off Qinqin!

I learnt to forgive and forget!

*7* Simple Day!!

Another normal day.. Life has to go on.. Woke up at 10am.. It was rainning until 4.30pm..

Ate breakfast, started to help my mum with chores.. im such a good girl ... haha!!
Then, had lunch and so on.. Was messaging joKerBabe and Izah... WOW!! Such a long conversation.. SIGH ..

Well, was planning to watch a movie with Izah, and other friends.. So called gathering lah...
Yah.. Well, someone burfdae coming up.. Thinking to go for the party?!?!
I dunnoe wad to get for the person oso.. Sigh ..

Hmmm.. Made jelly, the taste quite not really sweet.. though it was hardwork, well, had to eat it.. made a second tray turned out better and nice.. Learned from mistakes..

Im sort of ready to talk but i still dunnoe wads stopping me.. I could have just talked that day itself.. Well, i have a heart too.. I need to think of everything.. Any fast and unthought move, may be wrong and can hurt anyone..

I NEED TIME.. THATS ALL.. Well, enough of me and you all being like this.. I know you are waiting for my first move.. Well, wait then..

Sorries...

Signning off, Qinqin

Hardwork is needed in all you do!

*6* Endurance!

AND THE TINY ANTS BITE THE MOST PAINFUL BITES!!!!

Signning off,Qinqin!

Life is a endurance test!!

*5* What I learnt??


And finally, i would want to say that the area may look scary as it is near the cemetary..

When u go there dun think bout the corpse and ghosts.. Just be brave.. As long as u dun go anywhere at night its good enough to keep u safe.. In this experience, i have met nothing but only humans.. The place is far far far way from the cemetary and there is no sea surrounde..i guess.. Well, there are no such things as ghosts.. only spirits.. There are no street lights there.. All of us were homesick when we were there!! because of how we had to endure eveything.. I learnt alot from the camp..

Friendship, Endurance, Patience, Perserverance, Leadership, Loyalty and many more.. I want to take this as a chance to thank my teacher for sending all of us to this camp for this learning experience.. We appreciate it despite the suffering and toughness..

Thank YOU SOOO MUCH..

100 years of SCOUTING..

signning of qinqin!

Life is a Learning Experience!

*4* Home Sick?! No.. Camp Sick!!

Well, Im really missing 3 people and mainly this gurl.. 2 are mother of elephant!! and SA.. the main one is joKerBabe... Despite the hard camp,we went through it and have achieved our goal.. A special applause for them.. Im proud of u.. I miss u all.. Well, i know our stuff got wet.. but still we worked together and did wat was needed.. hope u all dun forget our fun memories in the camp.. I pray u all dun fall seriously ill.. YAH.. Well, i know we had a tough time.. I wanna meet u all again.. im missing the time spent wif all of u.. and the nights and days where we shared and cared fer each other!! Well, im just lost fer words..



Thanks fer everything.. This was a great EXPERIENCE!!






Signning off,Qinqin!!

Tough Times increases Trust!!

*3* Camp Fever!!

hola.. hahah.. Back from the camp!! I am sick.. Everywhere oso pain.. haha..

Special thanks to mother of elephant, SA and of course joKerBabe!! haha... they have been there wif me for the three days going through everything wif me.. Thanks..
the first day was camp development where we had to make all the gadgets needed.. Tiring.. I was the assistant patrol leader.. yah.. and then we got packed lunch and dinner.. Slept kinda late.. RUSA got a dome tent fer ourselves...

Second day, woke up at 5.30.. bath.. Had pt in the morning at 6.00.. Then had MI!! SIGH...
Cooked lunch and dinner.. Had patrol games, backwoodsman.. Well, my patrol didnt get along quite well, but to me WE ROCK NIGHT HAWK.. I miss u sooo much.. hope we meet again.. I thank all of u..

Third day, the same things except we had pionnering.. We were subcamp A.. haha

I miss the PLTCUTC FALL IN..lols

Well, thanks everyone.. And the place was scary at nights only.. Well, if u interested to know more bout the camp ask me..LOLS

Last day, pack up.. and Home Sweet Home(HSH).. home

Signning off,Qinqin!!

Everything can be achieved if you believe!

*2* What a Fun day?!

Whoohooo!!! YOG was kinda fun.. Hehe.. Our school has to make one of the olympic rings..
Cool isnt it.. Well after break we were at the parade square.. Then I was with DPK and Ping.. We were chatting and chatting.. Before break was with Qilah.. Thanks Gurl... Sigh .. We were laughing and chatting sso much fun.. Especially EMO and Hui, they two clowns!! haha.. LOLS!! JK only...
We ate Mentos.. Haha.. Yah.. then few people were playing DOT... Haha.. Well, I wont tell what the two people were doing.. ( EMO and Hui ) SECRET SEALED!!! hehe

Sigh.. tomorrow going for camp.. Im going to miss everyone.. hahas

Well, im just not prepared to talk yet.. If i make u guys wait, im sorry... Its just that i have to set my mind and be ready for everything.. I myself lost the trust so I myself will gain it back.. And always you all are still in my heart...

Forgiveness!!! IS not easy to get it..

Its okay..

Signningg off Qinqin!!

Trust is the most important thing in friendship!!

*1* A new Blog!

Finally got a chance to write a post..

Woke up at 7am.. So tired but dont feel like sleeping back.. Well,kinda bored now.. Im waiting for my primary school friends as we may be doing something together.. Its somebody's birthday coming soon.. We thinking of BASHING her..hahaha.. poor her she dunnoe that!! well,hope this is a success.. haha..

Its been soo long since i met soo many of my pri school friends and im just soo happy... Im going for YOG tomorrow.. YIPEE.. just that im having camps on the 11 till 14.. sigh ..

Thats all for now.. see ya...

signning off, Qinqin!!

I have to just hope for the Better?!!