*24* My heart rawks but sinks when I see them...

Are lifes always meant to be like this?? I know there are up's and down's in lifes but this MUCH?? Haha.. You have really been testing me God ( Allah ).. But why me? Am I as strong as you think? Yeah ryte! People only know how to gang up.. Sigh.. Well, nobody is strong nor clever! Nor is anybody stupid... Everybody are equal.. Except if you think you are special and better, ( showing off ) then you are the stupid one!

Why attract? Seek sympathy?? Then only you can get friends ah?? I know your tactics larh.. Well, it is like that.. What goes around comes back to you.. ( KARMA! ) Sigh.. Its no point in worrying anymore, when its OVER!! Haha.. I don wanna waste any piece of my saliva nor my wadeva for them.. But they live in my heart no matter wad!(ermm.. I dun noe why?) Can it be changed??

I think I could stop speaking and imaging things bad! Think good, and my heart will be full of joy again! Yeah! I am not avoiding anybody.. Why must I?? Im no COWARD!! Now I have a feeling I have to seriously avoid someone.. And only someone, who is seriously getting on my nerves sooner each day.. Thinking that I am a purrfect human.. I dun wanna name that person.. Nevermine forget it.. Im going back to do my homework now! ADIOUS!

HAd bear HUG today too! Thanks gurl!!(joKerBabe!)We ROCK! xoxo

Signning Off, Qinqin Queens!!